No matter how hard I try

I still feel this insurmountable amount loneliness. I wouldn’t say that is just part of my depression, but I’ve been feeling this way my entire life. I can be in a room full of people and still feel alone. Maybe I’m just meant to walk this world alone. I want to feel like this life is a gift, but what kind of gift makes you feel like crap all the time? I spend most of my time hiding the way I truly feel. I feel like I am living a dishonest life.

Is emotional pain a good reason for assisted suicide?

I have to admit that they have been times in my life where the emotional pain was as bad as the physical pain. sometimes I feel totally isolated from the rest of Society, because of my disability. I mean they have been times in my life where I was not invited to something, because it would be too complicated to get me there or have me there. who’s to say this physical pain is more valid than emotional pain? what kind of measurements can we use to measure someone’s pain? on the flip side some emotional pain is only temporary, for example the heartbreak of losing a boyfriend or whatever heartbreak you never thought you were though. this is why so hard to pin down Pacific criteria for this sort of thing.

What depression is to me

Depression is nothing more than the enemy trying to steal you’re light and connection to God. The devil wants to where you down like a deer; he wants to where you down before he goes in for The Kill. The Devil wants to fill your brain constant negativity, so he can kill your spirit. That’s why the Devil put these negative thoughts on a constant loop.

I’ve done something I haven’t done in a while

Today was the first day I went to Elevate Church in Erie for a long time. I’ve been feeling depressed and spiritual off for a long time. I just kept hearing this little voice inside my head call me back to Elevate Church. I like to call nose moments connecting with God. It’s like God himself is taking time out of his day just to talk to you. I don’t know where I am in my life, but I am more convinced than ever somehow my job is to help people. I am truly convinced that the only reason why we’re here no matter what condition or circumstance, we are here to help one another on our Journeys. Now I know I’m not the most successful writer, blogger or YouTuber on the planet, but I am putting forth an effort

seasonal affective disorder

In the winter months it’s hard to get vitamin D, which can cause seasonal depression. I believe most people get  their  Vitamin D from sunlight.  the lack of sunlight can cause people to be depressed or moody. Try to keep your self active and you may want to consider taking a vitamin D supplements during the winter months.